#48

WHAT THE FUCK MAN, NABIL.

SERIOUSLY. WHATS WRONG WITH YOU.

URGH.

some guys are major assholes.

#47

I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING EVERYTIME I TALK TO DARREN. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAA.
That bitch really fkin funny sia.

We started the convo really innocently. Like talking about "how's life" and stuff. Then gawd knows how it got to talking about cum, and then on to lactating nipples, and then on to porn stars. HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH wtf. With Darren, even talking about stomata can be a topic.

GEEZ.


DARREN. says:
*you're the sick freak
*hahahaha
*ew ?
*poke poke here and there ah
*tsk tsk tks.

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*hahahahhahaha what pokepoke ahhahahhahaaha
*you do poking style uh?

DARREN. says:
*dont think idk man
*ahahhahaa

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*wah darren
*not bad ah you

DARREN. says:
*EH FUCK YOU LA

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*got new style

DARREN. says:
*I SAY YOU OK

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*the poking style
*AHAHHAHAHHAA

DARREN. says:
*YOU SHUT UP

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*nono, but the fact that you know so much tells me you've got experience
*AHHAHAHHAHAHA
*WAH DARREN

DARREN. says:
*FUCK OFF.
*wth
*its just...
*CUM ?
*you see it in videos too
*why can't i

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*HAHAHHAHA PUHLEASE... you literally PRODUCE that stuff
*tsktsk
*you cum generator you

DARREN. says:
*EXACTLY
*SO WHY WOUDN'T I KNOW MY OWN SHIT.
*its just like how'd you know you have two nipples that lactate

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*HAHHAHAHHAHA
*MINE IS SO NOT LACTATING LOR

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DARREN. says:
*HUH
*i saw sara on badjojo
*doing that
*:D

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*HAHAHHAHAHAHAhAHHAA WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
*WHY GOT PORN STAR WITH MY NAME ONE

DARREN. says:
*NO
*ITS YOU
*IDK WHO VIDEOTAPED YOU
*IT WAS DAMN SAD
*YOU
*...
*BLED
*MENSES MAYBE

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*FUCK YOU DARREN. YOU ALSO LOR. I BLOWING YOU ON XNXX.COM [OMG MAJOR TYPO ERROR: I MEANT TO TYPE, I SAW SOMEONE BLOWIN HIM. NOT I BLOW HIM. GAWD.]
*HAHAHHAHAHA NOW I KNOW WHERE YOU GO TO WATCH PORN
*BADJOJO.COM

DARREN. says:
*FUCK OFF LA HAHAAHAH WTH IS XnXX.com
*never heard before la yours lousy
*how bout realwifestories.com
*now thats what i call chilleee padi.

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHA YOU LIKE MILFs?!
*YOU SICK OLD MAN
*HAHAHAHAHAHHA

DARREN. says:
*WHATS MILFS
*I ALWAYS SEE THAT BUT IDK WHATS THAY
*THAT *
*HAHAHAHAHA

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*HAHAHHAHAHA you porn noob. It stands for MOMS I LOVE TO FUCK
*WHYYY THE WEBSITE ALL ABOUT WIVES AH
*omg naughty wives. HAHAHHAHA YOU HIRE THEM RIGHT\

DARREN. says:
*HAHAHAHHA CHLLEEEE PADI HO

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*now i know. Darren ah darren, you bad bad boy.

DARREN. says:
*OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY WENT
*hHAHAHAAHAH

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*NOOOOOOOOOO I DIDNT GO
*HAHAHAHHA

DARREN. says:
*LIE
*LIE
*LIE

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*I COULD TELL FROM THE TITLE YOU BEECH
*AHHAHAHAHHAHA

DARREN. says:
*SO MILFS = they fuck their mom ?

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*NO LA LOL. wow darren i thought you were smarter.
*guys fuck moms. not like child fuck mom hor..

DARREN. says:
*i dont watch porn okay i swear hahaahah

[SARA] You tell me 'go to hell', but boy, you take me as I am. says:
*but like men fuck MOMS

DARREN. says:
*OH
*EW MON GOT SAGGY PUSSY WHR GOT NICE
*SUCks

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HAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHA oh my gawd this content is so M18.

sigh. Darren you really can go suk kok. you're always thrash talking with me and making me laugh like a hyena. But i shtill lurve mwah fwen okkiexz! :D

p/s: you still owe me big time for buying you those Red Vans Classics all the way from Aussie.

see his stupid face. LOL.

[Darren's the one on the right, in checkered shirt]

IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING WHY THE CONVO GOT SO MANY "AHHAAHAs", yeh, becuz we both really do laugh alot. even at the stupidest thing.

#46

Dont blame me for not believing in you any longer.
I dont wanna play nice with you anymore, cuz im getting nothing out of it.
The things you do always bring me down.

#45

Sara's 17th birthday.

Will update details on which chalet soon.

Surely it would be at downtown east.

4th May afternoon til 5th May morning.

Get intoxicated on Jack Daniel's black label, and hella lotsa vodka, and ciggs.

Not a big thing, but, i bet it would be fun. Cuz everyone's gonna get drunk.

FUKYEHHH!

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AND OMG SOMEONE JUST SENT ME A PIC. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH FUCKING HELL.

HOLEYSHYT. GROSS TO THE MAX.

WTF SHE TRYING TO DO TO MADHAN SIAAAAAAA.

S-C-A-N-D-A-L-O-U-S.

I wonder if Madhan likes it thou. He better not.

I CAN SO IMAGINE WHAT SHE'S THINKING.
"Oh Madhan, i wrote your name on my boobies, and oh my geez, i even drew a heart! Dont you just wanna get under these lingeries? Teeheeheezxzxxz"

FUCK. WHATS THIS MAN. AND SHE'S FROM KATONG CONVENT. DOUBLE HOORAY.
What-A-W-h-o-r-e.
PLEASE LUHHHHHHH. MADHAN WOULD NEVER FALL FOR YOU.

GROSS.

Shalyn Nisha, or whatever your name is, you're freakin younger than me, and you're doing this. Katong Convent has been defamed enough, you really dont have to add on to it.
I wonder why Madhan even talks to people like you. OH WAIT, I KNOW. FREE FUCKS.
wow, should've known.

I actually found this hilarious at first but now I am so pissed. People like her should be electricuted.

#44

This time I thought things were real...

You said they were, what happened?

You were a priority, was I an option?

damn...

Now your existence, it burns my eyes.

#43

M`ehndi (W) says:
*it's not enough to say that i miss you
*:(
*you're one of the few people that i can't be without
*saraaa babby

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Mehndi

The most gorgeous pakistani girl i've ever met.

The one who's been with me through shyt.

The one who made me cry just because she was crying on the phone too.

The one who laughs at the stupidest matters.

The one i cant live without.

I love Mehndi, always have, always will.

#42

"Sara is gonna try to get it right this time."

AAB cute sia ):

#41

Brenda and I saved hella lot of cash today.

Now we've both got a shytload of makeup, and we're super duper happy about it.

We're broke, but still, we get lotsa makeup.

How? Oh cuz we signed up for a modelling agency, and they sponsored us maybelline, silkygirl, and loreal makeup products. :D

SO COOL RIGHTTTT.

HAHAH okay kidding luh. Ask me and maybe i'll tell you how i got em. But its abit obvious right -.-

If i tell you i didnt spend a single cent on these products, what can you conclude from that eh?

Hmmmm..

Approximately $80 worth

FREE SHYT MAN.

Above in the picture: 2 silkygirl eyeshadows ($8 x 2) , 1 maybelline eyeshadow ($19.90), 1 canmake eyeshadow ($15?), 1 loreal eyeshadow ($23.90), and 1 limited edition loreal nail polish ($12.90).

now lets add em up. ooooooooooooh. $87.70 worth.

WHOOOOOOOO. expensive.

Free makeup = hearts.

#40

I wanna go to phuket with Irish, Johan and Shah. I wish my parents would let me. My mom does, but my dad, gotta freakin get past him. AHH. how the hell am i gonna do that.

maybe like this.

Me: "Daddy, am i your favourite lil girl?" *shows big smile*

Dad: "you must be up to something"

Me: "No luh,i just think you're the best daddy in the whole wide world."

Dad: "... ..."

Me: "okay yeh, i think i should just say it."

Dad: "knew it."

Me: "Can i go to phuket with my friends? please please please pweety please??"

Dad: "WHAT?"

Me: "I'll be in good hands luh! just go there for holiday, chill by the beach. Enjoy ourselves. The air ticket DAMN CHEAP I TEOW YEW!"

then i'll go on on how much i'd enjoy myself. how i'd get to experience the world and all that shyt.

oh my gawd, PLEASE JUST SAY YESSSSSSSSSSSS. I'LL PAY FOR MY EXPENSES. ITS IN SEPTEMBER, AND I'VE GOT ENOUGH TIME TO SAVE UP.
I REALLY WANNA GOOOOO.

and and

I PROMISE I'LL BE A GOOD GIRL (chyeh right...)

I ain't gonna drink, smoke, try out druggie-shyt, screw anyone. oh hoho, noooo, neither am i gonna go to some super duper awesome Full Moon Party. no way pops!

..........................................


OKAY, MAYBE I AM. WHOOOP WHOOOP! (but dad, you ain't getting to know any of this shyt)

BUT LIKE, SO WHATTTTT, IM STILL GONNA BE THE SAME OL' SARA WHEN I GET BACK HOME. *SMILES DAMN WIDELY*

I wanna go i wanna go i wanna go. Im gonna start chanting it like
me will go, me will go, me will go...

The church always tells us to "visualise and it shall come to pass"

oh gawd, im sooooooooooo visualising right now. HAHAHAH.

okay luh, i shouldnt bring the church into this matter, like so sinful lor -.-

If im going to phuket, I'm so gonna bring some hot guy friend along, we shall be roommates, we shall get high together, share the same bed, and do everything else together. HAHAHAHHA.

F-U-C-K-I-N-G FUN BODOHHHHHH.
I could mean it literally :D

okay, no point saying all these.
I'll start bragging only when my daddy gives me the green light.
sigh.

ANYWAY, events for myself to take note of.
Weird people have been adding me on facebook. damn annoying sia.
Today cute bus-stop boy smile at me. make my day sial!
I spotted two hot angmohs at starbucks. And i was pointing them out to Shah, but Shah gave me a weird stare and it shut me up. HAHAH.
Starbuck's white chocolate frappe with coffee is good shyt. I never knew until today.
Today Audrey didnt see me online, so she texted me asking me where i am. She denies that she's concerned and she said that she was bored only so she texted me. But i could see the underlying emotions (wtf?) and i knew she was concerned for me. HAHAHAHAHHA.

thats all.
Me going to study now.
Goodbye fellow earthlings.

#39

I am so gawddamn tired, and the only thing i feel like doing is watching Terry's malay friends play Sepak Tekraw (HOW TO SPELL?) just down my block.
I have absolutely no mood to do much. Im just so sooooo tired. Life seems so draggy now, and i'll just be waiting for something exciting to hit me. bang bang.

Apparently my birthday is not gonna be held at Zouk no more, Audrey said Zouk's boring. So instead we're gonna be having it at Powerhouse. Shah's workplace. hahahah.

Anyway, had my first exam today. Next exam is friday.
PREPARE FOR THE SUB PAPER SARA, oh wait, BRENDA TOO. ahahhaha. both of us nvr study hard enough so must prepare ourself for the last chance. Tsk.

Peekchures up (:

Brenda (L)

Brenda (L)

Brenda (L)

And i still love this good ol' picture of me and Audrey (:

Audrey (L)

And although theres this fugly ass picture of me, I still like it for some reason.

LOL. Johan, Mif, fucked up looking me, and Wendell. Sad that Irish wasn't in the peekchure.

Good times, good times.

6TH MAY, EVEN BETTER TIMES AHEAD. WHOOOP WHOOOP!

I think Madhan's gonna smack my ass. HAHAHAHAHA.

OH YA, talking bout Madhan..

(10:38 PM) "'MaXXX: haizz next time want come

(10:38 PM) "'MaXXX: i sneak u in aft midnight then we leave in the morning

(10:38 PM) [SARA] You are: LOLLLLL Your head luh, sneak me in for what sia

(10:39 PM) "'MaXXX: for fun ah, HAHAHHAH

(10:39 PM) [SARA] You are: HAHAHHAHA for fun or, for FUN. got difference. HAHAHA

(10:41 PM) "'MaXXX: errrr the first one of coz what u mean by the second one ah

(10:42 PM) [SARA] You are: ehhhhhhhhhh yknow, i know, we know

(10:42 PM) "'MaXXX: ohhh i know? i tot you only know hahahahah

(10:43 PM) [SARA] You are: ahahhaahhah OI. yknow what im referring to, RIGHT

(10:43 PM) "'MaXXX: HAHHAHAHA what ah, must explain [M, you so failed at acting innocent lor.]

(10:44 PM) [SARA] You are: HAHAHHAHA WTHHHHHHHHHHH I MEANT FOR FUCK, GEDDIT

(10:45 PM) "'MaXXX: ohhhhhhhhhh you mean like that ah

(10:45 PM) "'MaXXX: i so innocent :) <----- [LAUGH OUT LOUD MAX]

(10:45 PM) [SARA] You are: HAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA DAMN YOU MADHAN

HAHAHAHHAHAHA. MADHAN? INNOCENT?! KISS MY NICE TIGHT ASS DUDE.

the day he says he's gonna come clean, is the day the world ends. HAHAHAHAHA.

No, really.

just look at him luh, he's a bad baaaaaaad boy. Thats why i love my friend. HAHAHAH.

Dayummmmm, these msn convos sure are entertaining. well, for me that is..

#38

Sara's Birthday celebration @ Zouk.
6th May / Table to be booked soon.

6th May
Zouk- Mambo Jambo
Phuture- Bounce w/ Andrew Chow

mmmmmmmm. think i'll stick to Zouk..

15 people would be attending. 15 people too big for a table. BUT oh wells, Madhan says can go steal tables. dont know how thats possible.

1. Me
2. Audrey
3. Shah
4. Roy
5. Irish
6. Johan
7. Kevin
8. Brenda
9. Madhan
10. Mahesh
11. Momo
12. Ben
13. Aishah
14. ShaSha
15. Irish's friend

++

So far only 8 people are confirmed. 8 people = more than enough to have fun @ zouk.

6TH MAY IS GONNA BE SO FUN.
7TH MAY, MY ACTUAL BIRTHDAY IS GONNA BE SO... I DONT KNOW. WE'LL SEE.

Derek says he's gonna buy me a dog collar for my birthday present so i can take him for a walk. HAHAHAHAHHA FUK YEW DEREK. YOU SICK FREAK.

Mif says he'll text me to wish me Happy Birthday cuz he'll be back in the Maldives ):

sad sad sad.

#37

There is no point in feeling sad over my ex-friends, and there is no reason to, cuz i have kickass friends who make me smile, make me laugh, and talk sense into me every once in a while.

Someone like Audrey.

(:

#36

I never knew what happened to me in secondary school could happen to someone else too. someone i know. someone so innocent, and yet she has to deal with this shyt. Whats the big deal with girl's schools and cliques.
Its not her fault man, its just that her 'friends' are too caught up being bitches, and too busy to explain, too busy to even help a friend. LIKE WHAT, CAN YOU BLAME A PERSON FOR BEING CURIOUS? NO RIGHT? They're ditching her just because she asks questions and they cant stand her cause they find her a bother.
I think this is seriously stupid. explain just explain luh! will die meh?
at least you know this girl will grow up having some kinda knowledge. aaand, we know also that her so called 'friends' would prolly grow up to be like air-heads cuz they were too stuck up to ask questions.
Really luh. I know what she's been through, and i know how it feels like when everyone turns their backs on you, I know what its like to be alone at school. IT SUCKS SO BAD.
I wish i had good advice to help her out, the best i've got is "just dont look pathetic in front of em' girls. keep yourself busy. you're better off without them (which is soooo true)"
Sigh... anyone wanna help? Advice me on what to advice her.
Cheer up darling, you've got me.

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On the other hand, something i'd like to take note of. (the parts in red are my thoughts)

(2:12 AM) [SARA] You are: did you get my text?
(2:12 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: wat text?
(2:13 AM) [SARA] You are: right, uh nvm forget about it
(2:13 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: OUHH is it the krystal thing? well ok, shes my crush laa. but i can never get her. so yeaa
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: yeh. and listen. i've been your friend for more than a year [more than 2 actually..]
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: there is nothing you can't tell me
(2:14 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: yes i know tat dear
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: alright? i was pretty hurt that you lied to me. all i wanted was honesty
(2:15 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: but i didnt lie to u abt the parrot thingy. i mean i really bought one more but like the name wasnt krystal so yeaa [NOT THE POINT, I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR DAMN PARROT]
(2:15 AM) [SARA] You are: yeh i could tell actually..
(2:16 AM) [SARA] You are: but please just dont cover up or lie about anything. please? [omg, am i begging?!]
(2:16 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: well it doesnt matter anymore sara, im still single
(2:16 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: i cant get her shes already attached, so yeaa
(2:17 AM) [SARA] You are: you dont get it dyou?
(2:17 AM) [SARA] You are: okay forget it
(2:17 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: I DO SARA
(2:17 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: ill tell u everything from now on [ HA-HA eh this one joke uh!]
(2:18 AM) [SARA] You are: well i'm sorry you didnt get her, if sympathy's what you want. [trying to sound mean] just move on or something
(2:19 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: im nt upset abt her or anything so yea its cool. but yes i know how u feel and im really sorry abt lying to u dear. i really am
(2:19 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: u know i wouldnt actually lie to u and stuff. i never have. its just tat abt krystal i didnt dare tell anyone
(2:20 AM) [SARA] You are: well for the record, you can tell me anything. even if you're wanking. and secondly, apology accepted. and thirdly, im sorry if i sounded like a mean bitch at any point of time [okay, i really was sorry, i was cursing at all the mean and sarcastic thoughts i had during the earlier part of the convo]
(2:21 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: of course i do know tat honey. im so comfortable talking to u we talk abt sex[ THAT IS SOOOO CLASSIFIED LOR, HAHAHA ] we talk abt alcohol we talk almost abt anything
(2:21 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: sometimes i just wonder why u were never mine before. [ ??!! wah cb, this guy really got short term memory sia ]

anyway. over 2 years of friendship, we'll always work things out. Im sure of it.
Either one of us always gives in.

(2:27 AM) [SARA] You are: love you long time
(2:28 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: love u even longer

Sigh..
Whatever it is, we're better off as friends (:

#35

I watched Hannah Montana The Movie last night before bedtime.
Dont ask me why. HAHAHA.
Okay, maybe you should.
You see...
I WATCHED HANNAH MONTANA CUZ HAROLD AND KUMAR: ESCAPE FROM GUANTANAMO (did i spell it right?) BAY DIED ON ME HALFWAY. I was pretty sad about it so I desperately tried to find some other movie to watch online.
My review: Hannah Montana the Movie is extremely predictable, and isnt worth the $10 bucks if you're gonna pay to watch it in cinemas. The only consolation is that cute guy, Travis. oooooh, how i wish i were Miley Cyrus at that point.

When i go to Australia, I pray i'd find a Travis-like guy. My heart would swoosh swoosh everyday. oh boy.

Oh yeh, one thing i noticed, Miley Cyrus laughs like a male.
Sorry Miley fans.

I will watch my Harold and Kumar soon. how soon? i dont know. After my exams i guess.. )':

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Tonight im not gonna watch no movie, my ass is gonna be stuck to the chair, and i'm gonna study. MMHMM. I better do.

For some reason, i miss school. Guess i miss seeing my friends all together..

Audrey, Shah, Roy, Mif, Irish, Brenda, Kevin, and the whole lot of them.

andand. I miss bumping into other friends at school. Derek, Alex, Uttz.
Although i dont talk to Alex and Uttz much, its just nice to at least be like "EH HI!", then give them a smack, and head off. HAHAHA. okay wth.
Derek... aiyah, this person, dont care luh. HAHAHAHAHA.

#34

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, F-U-C-K-I-N-G FUNNY SHYT.

(Thank God he's gone back to whatever country he's from)

phew..

#33

"It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye"

...

Be brave, Sara.

#32 - Audrey, the sweetest.

This is a post i copy&pasted from Audrey's blog.

Dated 16th April 2009, Sara's heart melts and she thanks God for having someone like Audrey around her.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

MSN CHATLOG

[SARA] Gawd dammit. says:
wait uhhh
exorcism
hahaha
2012
our world
ENDS
OGM
*OMG
AUDREY says:
that has been a rumour since agesss!
[SARA] Gawd dammit. says:
yehhhh
yknow why?
AUDREY says:
why?
[SARA] Gawd dammit. says:
:/ cuz free masons gna take over the world
Leekwanyew
george w bush
all the top leaders
are in the cult

[SARA] Gawd dammit. says:
ohhhhhhhhhh...
EHEHEH
YKNOW PASIR RIS PARK GOT MAZE?
AUDREY says:
DUH!
a mini freaky one
infested with millions of mosquitoes
=D
[SARA] Gawd dammit. says:
LOL REALLY?! how come i dunno. i living in a walnut uh. hahahahaha apparently its haunted

i got a retarded friend like sara, and i like her this way. in the future, we're gonna travel the world together. me and her, your future SIA air stewardess.

BROUGHT TO YOU AT 6:12 PM

She really is, without question, the best.

#31

Wow. you ditched me, avoided me and gave me shyt after using me, and now you're flirting with my ex-bestfriend.
LIFE COULDNT GET ANY BETTER THAN THIS. WHOOPEE.

lemme tell you something.
Dont you dare fuck with her the same way you did with me.
Well, i was thinking, maybe i could tell every damn girl about what you do. then they'd know about how fucked up of an asshole you are.
Yknow i miss you so much, i read your past msges daily, and i really think its a brilliant idea showing up at your school sometime. Nayang Poly? Aw, distance is no problem baby. I just wanna see you soooooo badly. I just wanna ruin you the same way you ruined me.

Zimmy, dont you just love me? (:

mmm...

I hope someone captures you and uses you as blood sacrifice, similar to a slaughtered goat.

:D

#30

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#29

"Its alright if you don't bother about me, or what i do anymore. Just as long as you know what you mean to me, i'm happy. Its always you saving me from the worst of situations, and there's never really anything i can do to return the favours. I feel so useless at times, and I know i'm really really messed up. If at any point of time you really need me, i'd always be here. You know that. I only hope for one thing, that i'd never fall out with you. You're my friend, and the brother i never had."

Sooo, nothing much happened today. Spent like half the day at Mr. Ashley's house. Bummed around, watched an MV of some pretty korean song (I was dancing to it and Ashley prolly thought i was the biggest retard he'd ever seen), aaaaand, played a couple of games on my laptop.

oh right, and, is it just me, or do i sense someone hitting on me?

Damn. I dont know what to think anymore.

After that went to meet mommy and daddy at East Point, and we went to search for a couple of Blu-Ray movies. Daddy said blu-ray movies were soooooo expensive so we went to rent em' from VideoEzy instead. Rented "The Journey to the Centre of The Earth" which by the way, is simply amazing. The whole 3D effect was so fun. Really, like we literally had to use this retarded paper-cellophane-specs thingy white watching it. Best thing is, we watched it right at home. Next we rented "The Devil Wears Prada". Good Show. (:

Whatever movie it is, its just good to mention that BLU-RAY MOVIES KICKASS. WHOOP WHOOP!

MY LIVING ROOM IS A THEATRE NOW, HD TEEVEE, A FREAKIN AWESOME SURROUND SYSTEM, AAAAAAND BLU-RAY MOVIES. I couldnt be happier. And because of that, I'm pleased to announce that I officially just LOVE chilling at home.

Doesnt take much to please me now does it? (:

I was doing so much thinking lately, i can barely concentrate on my exams.

Dont know how i'm gonna concentrate, but i would skin myself alive if i didnt do it. WAKE UP SARA. YOUR FUTURE IS AT STAKE.

Work hard, play hard. The term 'play hard' sounds so sweet. I can only imagine what i'd do. mmhmmm (:

#28

"looking at your body got me going loco. you look so yummy."

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Just heard the plan about me moving to Aussie. I'm prolly gonna be sent over before i turn 18. So that its easier for me to get my PR there. :/

One last year spent in Singapore before i leave. oh wells..

By september i'd complete both my diploma course and my piano exam shyt. And right after that i'd have to start packing. and prolly gonna leave by end of this year.

I'm having mixed feelings about leaving Sg. A huge part of me is really sad, but another part of me wants me to start life anew there.

I dont knowwwwwww ):

This year seems to be passing so fast. Never thought i'd say this, but please, i hope time moves slower for me this year. I dont wanna leave too soon.

#27

'No matter what happens, i know for sure that there'll be people who'd love me unconditionally.

They always have, and always will.'

...

Paris Hilton is in search of a new BFF. WOW, dyou have ANY IDEA how fucking stupid that show is? Really. I mean those girls are literally sucking up to her. Watching that show makes me feel like smashing the damn teevee and ripping out the wires.

"Nicole Richie USED TO BE MY BFF" (NOTE: USED TO BE)

(a) BFF- Best Friends Forever
(b) BFF- Best Fucking Friend

so which is it, Paris? oh, is it (a)? hmmm....

HOW CAN ANYONE USE THE WORD 'FOREVER' IF ITS THAT EASY TO LET SOMEONE GO? GEEZ. AND IF SHE MEANT FOR THE FRIENDSHIP TO ACTUALLY LAST FOREVER, THE WORDS 'USED TO BE' WOULD NEVER HAVE TO BE SAID.
Next thing yknow, Nicole is replaced by some fake-breasted-blonde-blue-eyed-tanned-Paris-suck-up. whooopeedoo. what a prize.

Congrats Paris, you just won yourself a new best friend "forever" (BFF).

oh and she claims to be some businesswoman. funny huh? I bet she pays people to do the job for her, think for her and whatever else. All she does is prolly pamper that chihuahua of hers. So smart.
She knows nuts about friendship (not saying i know alot luh) but yet she somehow knows how to go about doing business. riiiiiiiiiiiight.



BOOO YOU.

I HOPE YOU CHIP A NAIL. MWAHAHAHHAH.
i am SO evil.


lol just kidding.

#26

Another good day with Lex and Crystal.

Okay i look like shyt in these photos. grah. nehmind whatever. Crystal has all the nice proper photos in her camerahhhhh.

I think i look phat here. geez :/ ( oops, sorry lex, half your head gone.)

3 of us in the cab. sweet max.

Okay no lex or crystal here, but look on the bright side, its a pic of me! :D

LOL. WTF.

oh ya. take note, I CUT MY HAIR :O

#25

"dont you dare fuck with my darling. or i'll zap zap chomp chomp beep beep you."

>

Know what i need right now? I need vodka lime. and a good hair product.

I freakin chopped off my hair. and after rebonding it, it looks so damn flat like tissue paper. Tak boleh tahan sia. aaaaaaaaaaah.

I need like some super ultra volumising hair product thingy so badly. eh, actually i got.. hohoho. BED HEAD SUPERSTAR. But i cant apply it now, wait i kill my hair ( as if its not already dead ). tsk.

And i know what i want for my birthday this year. I pray this coming birthday be a good one.

#1: ------- like ----e-. everything said and done would make me so happy. Please God, help me find someone like ----e-.

#2: ( I know this prolly wouldnt come true, but.. ) Peter, please dont go. Please stay?

#3: I want my problems to clear up. I dont wanna be constantly bothered by em'.

#4: You. whoever you may be.

#5: I want to pass all my modules. Get my diploma over and done with, and move to Aussie.

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I wonder what life would be like if had moved to Aussie earlier.

I wonder what life would be like if i hadn't screwed things up.

I wonder what life would be like if i hadn't sidetracked.

I wonder what life would be like if i didnt meet you.

I wonder what life would be like with you gone.

I wonder what life would be like if i had done it with you.

I wonder what life would be like if you didnt cheat on me with a donzen other girls.

I wonder what life would be like if i had just studied hard for my o levels.

I wonder what life would be like if i had been a good girl from the very start.

I wonder what life would be like if i met the right one.

I wonder what life would be like if i had just kept my mouth shut.

I wonder what life would be like if i didnt retaliate.

I wonder what life would be like if i had just taken your advice.

I wonder what life would be like if i actually start picking up the pieces starting from today onwards.

I know what life would be like if i learnt to appreciate what i have.

I know what life would be like if i learnt to be patient.

I know life would be good, if i hadnt made stupid mistakes before.

I know life would be better, if i learn from my mistakes.

I know who i am, i know what would be good for me, and what is not.

I wish i could tell you how fickleminded i am.

I wish i could tell him to appear sooner.

I wish you all the best, and i had good times spent with you, I hope you understand.

I think its best that i get my life on track first.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaand.

I WISH YOU DIDNT JUST CALL ME AND TELL ME YOU'RE UNDER MY BLOCK WAITING FOR ME, YOU DAMN STALKER. i am NOT coming down. hmph.

IDIOT. RUIN MY CHAIN OF THOUGHTS. my post was on the verge of setting off the emo alarm. damnnn.. HAHAHA.

#24

I'm really shagged. Didnt get much of a proper sleep, must be cuz of the alcohol.

See, I was out clubbing at Zouk last night. As you know it, wednesdays = ladies night. Girls get in free, guys gotta pay. oh wells (:
Audrey and I were the only two girls among the guys. there were... 7 of us altogether.
Audrey, Me, Roy, Kevin, and 3 of Roy's friends. I dont know their names, dont really bother.

Its pretty awesome that i could get into the club last night, i mean, they didnt even check my I/C. woohooo!

Best part is, I usually get drunk pretty easily. But ytd although i drank my vodka lime pretty fast, i was just high, not drunk. I was high enough to have my vision blurry, and high enough to dance with anyone. Basically high enough to have all the fun i want.

Ohoh and my mom has announced that i'm allowed to stay out the whole night and come back in the morning IF i'm with the right group of friends. Thats good enough for me. Cant believe my dad agreed too. I'm allowed to club, allowed to drink, allowed to stay out all night til morning, not allowed to smoke, but still i do and my mom knows it. Never thought i'd say this, but man, i'm loving my life right now. THANK YOU MOM AND DAD. heehee :)
I told my mom about the whole "my friend managed to get me someone's student pass and i tried to use it to sneak into a club" matter. And her reply was "wah, once in a lifetime experience uh!" HAHAH WTH. But in the end i didnt need the student pass. I got in on my own record! yay me.
Soon i wouldnt have to sneak in with someone else's IC as backup. I'd be getting my fake ID in gawd-knows-how-long. I can wait. I have patience, well, somewhat.

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Pictures, yeh, here they are:

xoxo.

OH RIGHT, i almost forgot. "Hi, my phone is really being a bitch, so i'll be using another line temporarily, but that line is used for calling out. If anyone needs to call me, call my usual number. I might pick up if my phone decides to be good and non-bitchlike. If there's a text message, i might receive it like a dozen hours later. And my phone's buttons are really screwed up. So if i dont reply a text or i dont get back to you, i'm not dead, my phone is."

hmm.

If anyone is kind enough to steal a phone for me or give me a really nice brand new one, please do so. I'd love you for life.

#23

One of Katy Perry's song so suits me right now. And i cant say it here :/ its for me, myself and I to know. sigh... why i like thattttttttttttttttttttt. grahhh.

anyway, today Audrey, Kevin and I left school earlier to head to Bugis/Haji Lane to seesha. Brenda was supposed to come along but she bailed out on us to go meet her bf. ):
So Kevin, Audrey and I were like walking around Bugis Junction waiting for Roy to come.
We waited like what, an hour? THIS BOY ROY UHHH, TSKTSK, HIS 'SOON' IS LIKE 1 HR LOR.
Next time when we ask him how long he takes to come meet us and he replies "soon", we just HAVE to shoot him with a "HOW SOON IS SOON UH?!"
people like him should be shot dead. HAHAH okay just kidding.

we happy happy go seesha grape flavourrrrrrr. so nice :) then around an hour later, Mif, Irish, her son Kio and her boyfriend Johan came to join us at the seesha shop. I think the shop's called Misa Cafe or something like that. i cant remember. But whatever it is, the shop name sucks. Walk along haji lane and find a lil "cafe" with a sucky name, and yep, you'd know thats the one we went to.
The first floor looks pretty comfy. Dont be deceived though, you cant seesha at the first floor, the 2nd floor is the seesha room, and "I TEOW YEWWWW AH~ THE PRACE SHO HAWT LEHH! TAK BOLEH TAHAN SIA. I MEOWT LIKE ICE CWEAM LOR."

Okay sooooooo that aside, its PEEEKCHURE TIME! WOOHOOO!

HELLO KEVIN. Stupid Malaysian thinks he take picture like that veh cool. HAHAHAH.

Me, Audrey, Balls, and Malaysian.
Only audrey and i are normal. The other two are idiots. (:
keh luh, i shall quit being mean.
Me, Audrey, Roy, and Kevin. :D


I look retarded. But whatever, my face shows that im enjoying the seesha okayy...

Thanks for today everyone, I love all of you (:

MWAH!

#22

"HE-EY YEW CUTE CHINESE BOY. where chew goooo."

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Just got hold of my class picture, here it is:

xoxo.

#21

"You made me think. again. keep me on track, will you? This time i wouldn't fuck it up. I promise. I'll learn, i'll change. I will. and thanks for being the best brother ever, for the times you've listened and advised, and for everything in between."

#20

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#19

"...Prada bag, Gucci shoes, Louis V, Jimmy Choos..."
I'm coming fer youuuuuuu! Um, just give me 1726178269172169 days to save up ;(

Yes. im broke shyt. As usual. The days when i felt rich enough to treat my friends are long over. Geez. Thank God air is free. Can breathe all i want.

I feel so old skool nowadays. Listening to backstreet boys and stuff. I'm still cool 8)
hahaha okay kidding. Is Red Hot Chili Peppers considered old? I dont think so eh, they'll live foreverrrrrr! Just like good ol' Elvis.

R.I.P Elvis, you had funny hair and a voice so sexy i'd wanna hear you moan. honestly.


Ohohoh! Today is Darren's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN! you're officially seventeen, but uh, no big deal, STILL UNDERAGE AND STUCK IN SECONDARY SCHOOL. HAWHAWWWW. kehkeh cannot say, i also turnin seventeen, but at least i upgrade already lor! I now in MDIS. :D
Lets see if i have anything good to say about you. mmmmmmmmm. mmmmmmmmmmm.

... ...

NOPE, NOT REALLY. :D
hahahaha keh luh. you veh nice, and you're a laughing machine, andand you're so full of crap i could actually laugh to myself re-thinking about whatever you've said like even if its a week later. i sound so freaky right. but its true. you always make me laugh like a bitch.
HAHAHAH CHOOPUH CHOOOPS. HAHAHAHA. omg we both were damn retarded please. I miss those phone calls man...
that aside, YOU OWE ME FKIN BIG TIME BOY. I BOUGHT YOU YOUR AWESOME VANS SHOES AND I HAD TO FREAKIN DRAG EM' BACK TO SINGAPORE FROM AUSTRALIA.
Who's the nicer one now huh? (:
Okay i know what you're thinking, obviously the answer is "Sara".

Keh anyway I'm really happy for you and Chloe (: You both must last longlong okay.

Lotsa love, Sara.

#18

...Think i need some time to find myself. Just me...





and..


"Kevin is a bad actor. honestly, he is." HAHAH.

#17

HOUSE PARTY IS IN JUNE, BITCHESSSSSSS!

its gonna be fucking good i swear. im in charge of bringing as many (single) girls as possible. So that the guys would have chicks to hit on. LOL WTF?! college fuckfest sia. HAHAHA.
keh im going to MDIS to find em girls!
imagine, 12 core members each gotta pay 70 bucks for drinks, alcohol, snacks, the changi chalet, fucking awesome sound system and whatever other shyt that goes into the total $860 bucks. party expensive sia. tsktsk. and what do i gain out of paying 70+ bucks? mmmm, quality time(chyeah right) with Terrence, Fariz, Derek, Clam, Jacky and the others? Maybe i'd meet new people? Okay thats not a 'maybe', thats a 'definitely'.
Okay luh, maybe letting loose and partying with em is gonna be pretty damn awesome. 70+ bucks for that, anytime man..

mmmmmm mmmmmmm cant wait. 2 months, still a long way, more than enough time for me to save up cash.
its gonna be held at changi chalet eh. i heard its fkin haunted. scary ehhhhhhhh! omg if terrence and the guys all high then who's gonna protect me sia. O.O
I can imagine Terrence's reaction when im drunk, "shyt man, run run!" HAHAH ASSHOLE. Always talking about dissing me when im too fucked up. (but i know you wont :D HEEEHEEE.)

okay nvm, i'll worry about that later.

"Farizzzzzzzzzz, i want my fake ID pwease."
p/s: DEREK, FUCK YOU, I WAITED 3 WHOLE MONTHS AND MY ID NEVER CAME. HAHAH bitch sia you. (: