#36

I never knew what happened to me in secondary school could happen to someone else too. someone i know. someone so innocent, and yet she has to deal with this shyt. Whats the big deal with girl's schools and cliques.
Its not her fault man, its just that her 'friends' are too caught up being bitches, and too busy to explain, too busy to even help a friend. LIKE WHAT, CAN YOU BLAME A PERSON FOR BEING CURIOUS? NO RIGHT? They're ditching her just because she asks questions and they cant stand her cause they find her a bother.
I think this is seriously stupid. explain just explain luh! will die meh?
at least you know this girl will grow up having some kinda knowledge. aaand, we know also that her so called 'friends' would prolly grow up to be like air-heads cuz they were too stuck up to ask questions.
Really luh. I know what she's been through, and i know how it feels like when everyone turns their backs on you, I know what its like to be alone at school. IT SUCKS SO BAD.
I wish i had good advice to help her out, the best i've got is "just dont look pathetic in front of em' girls. keep yourself busy. you're better off without them (which is soooo true)"
Sigh... anyone wanna help? Advice me on what to advice her.
Cheer up darling, you've got me.

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On the other hand, something i'd like to take note of. (the parts in red are my thoughts)

(2:12 AM) [SARA] You are: did you get my text?
(2:12 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: wat text?
(2:13 AM) [SARA] You are: right, uh nvm forget about it
(2:13 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: OUHH is it the krystal thing? well ok, shes my crush laa. but i can never get her. so yeaa
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: yeh. and listen. i've been your friend for more than a year [more than 2 actually..]
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: there is nothing you can't tell me
(2:14 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: yes i know tat dear
(2:14 AM) [SARA] You are: alright? i was pretty hurt that you lied to me. all i wanted was honesty
(2:15 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: but i didnt lie to u abt the parrot thingy. i mean i really bought one more but like the name wasnt krystal so yeaa [NOT THE POINT, I DONT CARE ABOUT YOUR DAMN PARROT]
(2:15 AM) [SARA] You are: yeh i could tell actually..
(2:16 AM) [SARA] You are: but please just dont cover up or lie about anything. please? [omg, am i begging?!]
(2:16 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: well it doesnt matter anymore sara, im still single
(2:16 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: i cant get her shes already attached, so yeaa
(2:17 AM) [SARA] You are: you dont get it dyou?
(2:17 AM) [SARA] You are: okay forget it
(2:17 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: I DO SARA
(2:17 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: ill tell u everything from now on [ HA-HA eh this one joke uh!]
(2:18 AM) [SARA] You are: well i'm sorry you didnt get her, if sympathy's what you want. [trying to sound mean] just move on or something
(2:19 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: im nt upset abt her or anything so yea its cool. but yes i know how u feel and im really sorry abt lying to u dear. i really am
(2:19 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: u know i wouldnt actually lie to u and stuff. i never have. its just tat abt krystal i didnt dare tell anyone
(2:20 AM) [SARA] You are: well for the record, you can tell me anything. even if you're wanking. and secondly, apology accepted. and thirdly, im sorry if i sounded like a mean bitch at any point of time [okay, i really was sorry, i was cursing at all the mean and sarcastic thoughts i had during the earlier part of the convo]
(2:21 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: of course i do know tat honey. im so comfortable talking to u we talk abt sex[ THAT IS SOOOO CLASSIFIED LOR, HAHAHA ] we talk abt alcohol we talk almost abt anything
(2:21 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: sometimes i just wonder why u were never mine before. [ ??!! wah cb, this guy really got short term memory sia ]

anyway. over 2 years of friendship, we'll always work things out. Im sure of it.
Either one of us always gives in.

(2:27 AM) [SARA] You are: love you long time
(2:28 AM) Momo; Harley Qui: love u even longer

Sigh..
Whatever it is, we're better off as friends (: